Imi pare rau!!

Azi nu e soare in Bucuresti si cam acelasi lucru se intampla si in sufletul meu . Imi propusesem sa nu pun astfel de postari caci poate nimeni nu e interesat de viata mea personala dar acum ma simt nevoita sa o fac , pentru ca imi doresc din suflet ca cineva care a fost ranit aseara sa inteleaga ca totul a fost o joaca , o nebunie de primavara si ca nu am intentionat niciodata sa fac ceva mai mult decat sa ma joc cu niste vorbe . Regret amarnic ca am facut-o , dar in acelasi timp ma bucur . Ma bucur ca mi-am dat seama inca o data ca mi-am gasit jumatatea perfecta pe care o iubesc din tot sufletul .Jumatatea asta e viata mea , e aerul pe care il respir ..stiu suna a cliseu .. dar aseara cand mi-am dat seama ca o pot pierde am simtit cum lumea mea se naruie, nimik nu mai avea sens , pana si patul era pustiu , perna inca mai avea parfumul jumatatii mele .Daca sunt vinovata de ceva , da ..sunt vinovata de o clipa de nebunie si simt aceasta durere pentru ca stiu ca nu v-a intelege aceasta clipa . Orice relatie are suisuri si coborasuri si asta e un hop pe care sper sa-l trecem cu brio , nu de alta dar nu mi-as putea imagina lumea mea fara tine in ea .Azi de dimineata am ascultat tot drumul aceasi melodie , melodia care ma duce mereu cu gandul la el si de fiecare data cand o ascult imi trec prin inima fiori primelor intalniri .Imi doresc din suflet sa trecem peste acest moment cat mai repede pentru ca IL IUBESC si E VIATA MEA . Mai jos melodia despre care vorbeam si care exprima tot ce simt :

Everytime We Touch (Cascada – Everytime We Touch)

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.(my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness, but I don’t know why
Without you it’s hard to survive.

‘Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
‘Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can’t you hear my heart beat slow…
I can’t let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)
The good and the bad times, we’ve been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

‘Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
‘Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can’t you hear my heart beat slow…
I can’t let you go.
Want you in my life.

‘Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.